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前情提要不许你死掉我不能没有你Previously...你即将出生的孙辈也离不开你You arenot allowedto die.I cantbe withoutyou.・你是谁?-我叫温迪戈唐纳Neither can your newgrandchild.我需要宝石我需要回家-Who are you-My namesWendigo Donner.我没有宝石I needgemstones.I needto gethome.我不想伤害任何人I havegemstones.我只需要一块宝石来回到我自己的时间I don*t want to hurtanybody.那金子呢弗雷泽先生?I justneeded a gemstone toget back to my own time.路易斯国王从来没有送金子给斯图亚特And thegold,Mr.Fraser我找到的只有一个空盒子里面就只有一枚珠宝King Louisnever sent gold to the Stuarts.我一直留着它想着可能它会起到一定作用All I found was an emptybox savefor onejewel.他是埃尔斯米尔伯爵第九代他不知道我是他父亲永远不会知道I savedit thinkingit mightbe useful.如果真相大白他的生活就毁了He is the ninth Earl of Ellesmere.He doesnaken Imhis father,never will.hearts;hearts;・我们的死讯■我们死于一场大火If thetruth wereever foundout,his lifewould beruined.出门前请起立-News ofour death.-We diein afire让玛尔娃和她男婴安息Please standbefore wego outsideto lay他们因你而死你却仍然可以过上幸福的小生活Malvas bodyand thatof herbaby boyto rest.如果不是生命的教训我们从死者身上学到了什么?Theyre deadbecause of you.And yet,you stillget to live yourhappy littlelives.既然汤姆克里斯蒂肯定已经死了What dowe learnfrom thedead,if notthe lessonsof life他教会了我什么呢?What hadTom Christietaught me,怎么了?什么事?什么问题?妈妈?What What is itWhats wrong妈妈告诉我Mama告诉我Mama,tell me.是她的心脏Tell me.动脉导管未闭Its herheart.这在新生儿中很常见Its calledpatent ductus arteriosus.尤其是那些早产儿Its quitecommon innewborns.是怎么回事?Especially thosewho areborn a little early.动脉导管是一种小血管And whatis that连接主动脉和肺动脉The ductus arteriosus isa smallblood vessel当婴儿出生并第一次呼吸时that joinsthe aortato thepulmonary artery.它永久关闭使血液从心脏流向肺部And whena babyis bornand takesits firstbreath,曼迪的没有关闭?it closespermanently,allowing blood to flowfrom theheart to the lungs.对没有闭合所以还是开放的And Mandysdidn*t close导致过多的血液流向肺部Thats right.It*s patent,so itremains open,然后膨胀并变得拥挤causing excessbloodtoflow to the lungs,意思就是which thenswell andbecome congested.Which means that身体周围没有足够的含氧血液你确定她有这个问题吗?not enoughoxygenated bloodflows aroundthe body.我不能百分百确定And youresure thisis whatshe has但是她指甲上的这种蓝色I cantbe100%certain.......最先引起了我注意But thisblue tingein hernailbeds,我就知道不对劲ifs whatfirst caughtmy attention.她不像耶米那样喝奶但我应该告诉你的I knewsomething waswrong.我只以为她是一个挑剔的孩子She doesntnurse likeJemmy did.But Ishould have told you.我注意到她会喘息一两次I justthought shewas afussy baby.但我认为这没什么好担心的I noticedher wheezingonce ortwice,你们是父母but I...I didntthink it was anything to worryabout.不是医生You*re parents,所以not doctors.那么现在呢?So,由于她已经出现症状what now,then看起来不太好Since shesalready experiencingsymptoms,她会死吗?it doesntlook good.大概会Will shedie没有办法确定Probably.但随着时间的推移情况会变得更糟Theres noway to be sure.而且不手术…But itwill getworse astime goeson.“大概会”And withoutsurgery...1你能治好她吗?Probably/不我不能Can youfix it用乙醛也不行?No,I cant.hearts;hearts;不行Even with the ether但我知道有人可以No.我们甚至不知道她是否可以旅行But I know somebodywho can.而且她那么小We donteven knowif shecan travel.她能在路上坚持下来吗?And shesso tiny.我们甚至不知道我们是否可以旅行Can shesurvive thetrip上次我们试的时候石头把我们带回来了We donteven knowif wecan travel.若我们分开了怎么力The lasttime wetried,the stonesbrought usright backhere.三个人就够冒险了但是四个人…What if we getsplit up我会带着她It wasrisk enoughwith three,but fourof us—・你跟耶米待在这里-不Ill takeher.你应该回埃登顿-You stayhere with Jem.-No.你可以完成学业并被任命为牧师Youre supposedto go back toEdenton.我们是一家人You cancomplete yourstudies andget ordained.Were afamily.我们都会去上帝只能等了Well allgo.我们可以去弗吉尼亚的石头圈God willhave towait.不去奥克拉科克的那些更近We couldtravel tothe stonecircle inVirginia.妈妈说这就是水獭牙的来历No,the oneson Ocracoke.Theyre closer.我来这里是为了救我的父母Mama saidthats whereOtter Toothcame through.但我会做任何事来拯救我们的女儿I camehere to save myparents.我不会后悔的But I will doanythingto save ourdaughter.如果我在我的时代我会PH haveno regrets.跟布丽安娜和罗格在候诊室If Iwere in myowntime,Id be将她的护理委托给另一位医生with Briannaand Rogerin thewaiting room,现在我是她的外婆trusting hercare to another doctor.我只是希望我能治好她Now Imher grandmother.但我不是心脏外科医生I justwish I could fixher.我能找到办法But Im not aheart surgeon.我做了心脏旋转I...I couldfind away.我看过我帮过忙I dida cardiacrotation.我能感觉到我的手指在工作I watched,I assisted.辅助血管中的小切口I canfeel myfingers working.快速结扎导管八号丝Small incisionin theauxiliary vessel,hearts;不可能a quickligation of the ductus,a numbereight silk.我没有手术室没有护士Its impossible.■给婴儿做手术…-我们可以做一件事英格兰人I dont have anoperation theater,no nurses.我知道这可能不是你的第一反应-Operating onan infant--Theres onething wecan do,Sassenach.但我发现它可以放松心情I kenit maynot beyour firstinclination,请照看一下我漂亮的小孙女but Ifind iteases the mind.我们在向谁祈祷?Please watchover mybeautiful babygranddaughter圣埃利吉乌斯Who arewe prayingto骑士的守护神Saint Eligius.这跟生病的孩子有什么关系?Patron ofhorsemen.好吧现在英格兰人那是我和小孩之间的秘密What hasthat gotto dowith asick child但我知道圣人会照顾她Well,now,Sassenach,that isbetween me and thewee bairn,如果我们要求的话but Iken thesaint willlook afterher,•她很喜欢•也许吧ifweask.但我们无法确定-She likesit wellenough.-Maybe.耶米你听石头的时候能听到什么吗?But wecan*t knowfor sure.是的会唱歌Jemmy,can youhear anythingwhen youlisten tothe stonehearts;她也能听到Yes,it sings.•你怎么知道?•她是这么说的She canhear it,too.-Well,how do you know-She saidso.你至少有一颗宝石我们可以找威尔明顿的银匠试试Welt you have onegem at least.我饿了We couldtry thesilversmith inWilmington.■我也是我会和孩子们待在一起■谢谢Im hungry.■我会尽快去面包店的■来吧小伙子-Oh.Me,too.Til staywith the children.-Thanks.帮你外公提行李?-fll be as quickas I can at the bakers.-Come on,lad.好吧祝我在银匠那里好运Give yergrandda awee helpwith thebaggage Huh(神父和儿子)-Well,wish meluck atthe silversmiths.-Mm.(干货)我的上帝啊我们到此为止吧我们不应该在马路中间吵架Jesus H.Roosevelt Christ.约翰大人Well finishit here.We shouldnot bearguing in the middleof thestreet.麦肯齐夫人Lord John.亲爱的Mistress MacKenzie.再次遇见你多令人愉快啊My dear.我介绍一下我的儿子How delightfulto encounteryou again.埃尔斯米尔勋爵中尉May I present my son,我叫威廉蓝森Lieutenant LordEllesmere.为你效劳夫人William Ransom.我来介绍一下这位是布丽安娜麦肯齐夫人Your servant,madam.And mayIpresentMistress BriannaMacKenzie.我们以前见过吗麦肯齐夫人?没有Have wemet before,Mistress MacKenzie我会记得的但我看过你的肖像No.麦肯齐夫人是詹姆斯弗雷泽的女儿I wouldhave remembered.But Ihave seena portraitof you.是的我小时候在赫尔沃特的马夫Mistress MacKenzieis thedaughter ofJames Fraser.好吧你为何来威尔明顿?Yes.The groomat Helwaterwhen I wasachild.我和我丈夫正在去波士顿的路上Yes.And whatbrings you to Wilmington・波士顿?•说来话长My husband and Iare onour way to Boston.但是你呢?我以为你已经回英国了-Boston-It*salong story.我的团是来帮助平息麻烦的But whatabout youI thoughtyoud gonebacktoEngland.还有爸爸My regimentis hereto helpquell thetrouble.坚持陪我来And Papa...我只是认为这是参观约西亚山的好时机...insisted onaccompanying meon thejourney.我希望我要去的是波士顿I merelythought itan opportunemoment tovisit MountJosiah.期待时机成熟时与敌人交战I wishI wasgoing toBoston.一位智者曾经说过Looking forwardto engagingthe enemywhen the time comes.打败敌人最好的办法就是和他做朋友You know,a cleverman oncesaid,你有很多敌人吗?the bestwaytodefeat anenemy isto makehim afriend.不我只是…Have youhad alot ofenemies有时解决问题的唯一方法就是用铁和血No.No,I just,uh...无论如何我希望我们会在和平时期Sometimes the only wayto settlethings iswith ironand blood.再次重逢In anycase,I hopeour pathsshall crossagain,那会很棒in peacefultimes.我希望你能把我当作你的朋友That would be lovely.恐怕我现在必须离开了And Ihope youllsee me as yourfriend.父亲今天晚上才离开Im afraidI musttake myleave ofyou now.所以那是第九代埃尔斯米尔伯爵?Father,until thisevening.确实So,that was the ninthEarl ofEllesmere,huh谢谢你的谨慎Indeed.当然Thank youfor yourdiscretion.所以你永远不会告诉他关于父亲的事?Of course.你不觉得他有知情权吗?So,youre notever goingto tell him aboutDa你很生气吗?Dont you think hehas a right to know只有五个人知道威廉的真实出身Are youquite mad有两个人到死都没有说There areonly fivepeople whoknow ofWilliams trueparentage.在过去的年里其他人付出了Two havetaken itto theirgrave.18相当大的努力确保没有人包括威廉The othershave expendedconsiderable efforts......会有理由怀疑他是第九代埃尔斯米尔伯爵over thelast18years tomake surethat noone,William included,我是should everhave cause to doubtthat he istheninthEarlofEllesmere.威廉认识的唯一父亲I am你知道现在发现这件事会对他有什么影响吗?theonlyfather thatWilliams everknown.抚养我长大的人Do youknow whatit*d doto himto findthis outnow他叫弗兰克The manwho raisedme,他现在不在了his namewas Frank.但我非常爱他Hes gonenow,当我第一次发现爸爸时我不想相信but I loved himso much.我已经有父亲了不想再有一个When Ifirst foundout aboutDa,I didnt want tobelieve it.但后来我遇到了爸爸I alreadyhad afather,I didn*twantanother one.那…他…But thenI metDa,那就是他and it was...He was...我没有忘记我的另一个父亲Well,who heis.也没有停止爱他I haventforgotten myother father.我永远不会Or stoppedloving him.杰米I neverwill.见到你真好Jamie.进来How goodto seeyou.需要喝点酒吗?Come in.谢谢不用May Ioffer yourefreshments幸好如此Thank you,no.正如你所说我们站在历史的对立面Oh,its justas well.或者至少很遗憾恐怕我们是站在We are,as you said,on opposingsides of history.旷日持久的冲突的对立面Or,atleast,regrettably,on opposingsides of what I fear也许会很持久很遗憾当然了may bea lengthyconflict.在议会他们说Lengthy,perhaps.Regrettable,certainly.〃美国是一个羞辱父亲的儿子In Parliament,theyre saying that,我们必须给他一个教训”“America isa sonwho hasdishonored his father,每个儿子都有离开父亲的时候1and we must teachhim alesson/;我看到威廉要离开你了Well therecomes atime whenevery sonmust leavehis father.我写信通知你他决定参军了And I see thatWilliam isleaving you.不过我担心我的信一定是在你来这儿的路上弄错了I wroteto appriseyou ofhis decisionto join the army,他决心战斗but I fear mymissive musthave crossedwhile youwere onyour journeyhere.他有你的倔强He isdetermined tofight.恐怕你可能是对的约翰He hasyour stubbornness.在更好的情况下我们应该讨论的是适合威廉的妻子I fearyou maybe rightabout that,John.而不是兵团In bettercircumstances,wed bediscussing suitablewives forWilliam,对not regiments.我看他和布丽已经认识了Yeah.是的Iseehe andBree havemade each others acquaintance.So theyhave.我希望你可以花点时间陪他I doso wishthat别担心约翰you couldspend sometime with him.看到他们在一起哪怕只有一次对我来说已经足矣Dinna fash,John.现在那画面一直在我脑海中It isenough for me,having seenthem together,even once.你会在这里待多久?For nowit isa picturein my mind,always.只够弄到一颗宝石How longwill yoube here.什么样的宝石?■那是…Only longenough toprocure ajewel.是给布丽的-What sortof jewel-Well,it is...你女儿认为我应该告诉威廉关于他父亲的真相It isfor Bree.hearts;hearts;她说他有权知道Your daughteris of themindthat Ishould tellWilliam thetruth abouthisfather.•你跟她说了什么?•说我不这么想-She saidhe hadarighttoknow.-Hmm.他的牺牲提醒我我们应该努力真正地生活since hesurely was gone bynow用思想、感情、呼吸和心跳His sacrificereminded methat weshould makean effortto trulylive.来计算我们的生命To countour livesin thoughts,feelings,而不是用日、月或年来计算breaths andheartbeats.因为不一定会有明天Not thenumber ofdays,months oryears.克里斯蒂先生Because tomorrowis notpromised.我从威尔明顿回来后找过你Mr.Christie.I lookedfor you after Icame backfrom Wilmington.有人告诉我你已经离开了山岭我一直住在树林里I wastold youdleft theRidge.这样我就可以靠近她Ive beenstaying in the woods请节哀顺变so Ican benear her.你的妹妹和你的父亲Im sorryfor yourloss.我的损失Both your sister andyour father.我知道你很爱你妹妹My loss.你的父亲他爱你们俩I knowyou lovedyoursistervery much.不像我爱她那样Your father,he lovedyou both.我全心全意地爰她Notas I loved her.从她出生的那一刻起她就被交给了我I lovedher with all myheart,我们俩相依为命from thetime shewas bornand shewas givento meto hold.身边没有别人There wereno other,for eitherof us.我们同意这一点布丽不明白-And whatdid youtell her-That I am notof thatmind.她对很多话题都有自己的看法On thatwe agree.Bree doesntunderstand.像她妈妈?She has her ownopinions onmany subjects.也许我会喝那杯威士忌Like hermother我不认为你改变了主意Perhaps I will takethat whisky.放弃了与自由之子的联系Dont supposeyouVe changedyour mind,hearts;hearts;hearts;hearts;不我没有renounced yourassociation withthe Sonsof Liberty你不会为王冠而战No.I havena.哪怕只是为了站在你儿子身边?And youwill notfight forthe Crown我把我的教父从阿拉曼斯战场上接回来的那天起even iffor noother reasonthan tostand besideyour son我就发誓再也不hearts;hearts;会和英国军队并肩作战了The dayI carriedmy godfatherfrom thebattlefield atAlamance,hearts;hearts;杰米你真的认为任何人都可以反对皇权并获胜吗?I sworefd neverfight alongsidethe Britisharmy again.我怎么想都没关系Jamie,do youreally thinkanyone canoppose theCrown andwin现在我们继续交往只会对我们俩都造成危险It doesnamatter what I think.我怕…Now ourcontinued associationcanna butprove tobeadanger tous both.恐怕我们必须切断我们之间的一切联系Ifear...hearts;hearts;这场该死的战争Ifearwemustsever allconnection betweenus.相信我Damn thiswar.即使在沉默中我仍将是你最谦卑的朋友Believe me,这过去的二十年even insilence Ishall remainyour mosthumble friend.我一直带着它Fve keptit withme拿着给布丽安娜these last20years.约翰你确定吗?Take it.For Brianna.你说你几年前从那个岛上拿的John,areyousure因为你认为有一天你会用得上它You saidyou tookit fromthat islandyears ago或许这就是那一天because youthought itdbe ofuseto you oneday.谢谢你Perhaps thisis thatday.我很高兴这么做Thank you.镶有石榴石的银顶针镶嵌在皇冠上It ismy verygreat pleasure.还有一把来自法国的发梳花丝上镶着一颗小钻石Silver thimblewith agarnet,set in the crown.看来你已经很成功了And ahair combfrom Francewithasmall diamondin thefiligree.所以这就是三个Seems youvebeen quitesuccessful.四个So that makes three.约翰大人给的我早些时候和他谈过他希望你拿着它Four.我们明天动身前往奥克拉科克From LordJohn.I spokewithhimearlier.Wanted you to have it.你跟我一起去散步吗亲爱的?We setoff forOcracoke tomorrow.好You comefor awalk withme,a leannan所以你遇到了你的兄弟Yeah.不敢相信他要去参战了So,youve met your brother.我很担心他Cant believehe*s marchingoff towar.是啊我为你们俩担心I worryfor him.我猜这就是父亲的职责Aye.I worryfor youboth.它们让我想起了迪斯尼乐园Guess thatswhat fathersdo.是吗?那是哪里?They remindme ofDisneyland.就是童话成真的地方Aye WheresthatIts thisplace wherestories cometo life.他们说那是给孩子的但实际上是给每个人内心里的孩子的每年夏天爸爸和妈妈都会带我去那里They sayits forchildren,but really,its forthe childin everyone.树木中都有这些小灯Mama and Daddy wouldtake methere everysummer.像萤火虫And thetrees allhad theselittle lightsin them.那里是什么样的?Like fireflies.很神奇What wasit like there到处都能听到音乐It wasmagical.吹喇叭敲鼓的音乐家在街上来回走动Youd hearmusic everywhere,你可以上去和米老鼠握手hearts;hearts;hearts;musicians playinghornsand drums,marching upand downthe streets.那是什么?You couldgo upand shakehands withMickey Mouse.是只人类大小的老鼠长着大耳朵戴着手套Whats that什么一只巨大的老鼠?他们让小朋友们跟它玩?Its thishuman-sized mouse,with thesebig earsand gloves.不是What,a giantrat Theylet thebairns playwi it不是老鼠是有老鼠的样子No.但实际上只是一个打扮成老鼠的人Its nota rat,it*samouse.当你在那里时真实的世界就消失了But really,its justa persondressed uplike amouse.没有什么不好的事情发生When yourethere,the realworld disappears.他们称那为“地球上最幸福的地方〃Nothing badcan happen.有一段时间They callit Thehappiest placeon Earth.看起来真的是这样And foralittlewhile,这里令人失望吗?it reallyseems thatway.在这个地方?在这段时间?Is itdisappointing here一点都不In thisplace Inthis time你对我来说就是奇迹No.Not atall.我时不时地想You aremagical tome.想知道如果我跟你一起过去会是什么样子Ive thoughtabout itnow and then.到未来去Wondered,you kenWhat itwould belike if I couldgo wi*you,我试图想象你开着车tothe future.或者穿着三件套西装去办公室Im trying to pictureit,you behindthe wheelof acar...或者和耶米和罗格一起坐在电影院看《哥斯拉》...or goingtoanoffice in a three-piece suit.但我认为你会做得很好你可以出版报纸Or sittingin amovie theaterwithJemand Rogerwatching Godzilla.你知道怎么做But I think you*d dofine.You couldpublish newspapers.或者我也可以成为农民当然人们仍然要吃东西-Hmm.-You knowhow todo that.是的Or I could bea farmeras well.Surely folkstill eat.你的这个世界这个美国Yeah.你将要得到的这种自由This worldof yours,this America,;hearts;hearts;需要付出可怕的代价this freedomthat yougo to你觉得值得吗?therell bea fearfulprice tobe paid.几乎没有什么值得以失去你为代价Will itbe worthit,doyou thinkAlmost nothingwouldbeworth losingyou.但是也许那很接近了But,布丽试图想象我的未来maybe that comes close.要是我们能跟着他们就好了英格兰人Bree wastryingtoimagine meinthefuture.我在那儿见过你If onlywe couldfollow them,Sassenach.梦见过你Ive seenyou there,you ken.在你适当的时候Dreamt ofyou.我在做什么?In yourproper time.你怎么知道那是适当的时侯?What was I doing我知道是因为当时的光线And howdid youknow itwas myproper time你坐在办公桌前也许正在写作I kentitwasthat timebecause ofthe light.你周围有光You weresitting ata desk,maybe writing.光照在你的脸上、头发上And therewas lightall aroundyou.但这不是烛光也不是火光It wasshining onyour face,your hair.当我看到你时我记得自己在想But itwasnt acandlelight,nor firelight.“那一定是电灯的样子”I recallthinking tomyself asI sawyou,但你怎么能认出你在现实生活中从未见过的Huh.That mustbe whatelectric lightis like.梦中的东西?But howcanyourecognize somethinginadream我一直梦想着我从未见过的东西你不是吗?that youvenever seenin reallife是的Well,I dream of thingsI havenaseen allthetime.Do you not奇特的风景或者我不认识的人Well,yes.r但那不一样Peculiar landscapes,or peopleI dont know.我梦到过去为什么我不梦到未来?But thatsdifferent.你当然会梦到I dreamofthepast.Why wouldI notdreamofthefuture为什么你之前不告诉我这个?Of course,you would.这是过去几年才发生的事情Why did younottell methis before我不想让你觉得我很傻Its somethingthat onlyhappened thepast fewyears.你从哪儿得到这个的?Didnt wantyouto think I was daft.一直保存着Where didyou getthis如果我们没有找到另一个我会把它给曼迪Been savingit.我想过If wehadnt foundanother,Id havegiven itfor Mandy.要是我被杀了你可以拿着它回去I thought,・你还活着•是的should Ibe killed,you couldtake it,goback.但如果你现在想和他们一起去-Youre stillhere.-Aye.你把它扔了?But ifyou wantto gowith themnow.我爱你Youre throwingit out我不像以前那么勇敢了I love you.没有你就没有勇气活下去Imnotas braveasIwas before,you ken.Not braveenough tolive withoutyou anymore.我们或许应该去拿回那颗宝石我曾经穿过石头去救我的孩子We shouldprobably gofetch thatgem.现在你要回去救你的了I wentthrough the stones oncetosavemy baby.我非常爱你妈妈Now youregoing backtosaveyours.我不敢相信这是再见I love you somuch,Mama.前两次我们说再见I cantbelieve thisis goodbye.我以为是永别The lasttwo timeswe said goodbye,然而我们现在在这里I thoughtitwasforever.所以谁知道呢?Yet herewe are.我最小的天使So,who knows你被精心照料着My littlestangel.耶米Youre in good hands.现在你要照顾你的小妹妹一直照顾她Jem.你按我们教你的那样教她Now,you,you lookafter yourbaby sister,always.如何玩捉迷藏And,uh,you teachher howto playhide andseek我爱你the waywe taughtyou.我爱你Iloveyou.你旅行了两百年才和布丽在一起Iloveyou.生活不是你能选择的You travelled200years tobe withBree.但你并没有让那成为你变成人夫Wasnt alife youchose,车人、父亲but youdid notlet thatstop youbecoming ahusband,牧师的阻碍soldier,father,一个有尊严的人a manof God.我为你感到骄傲罗格麦克A manof honor.我不会把女儿和孩子的性命托付给其他男人Im proudofyou,Roger Mac.我很自豪能称你为家人Theres noother manId trustwiththelives of my daughterand thebairns.我会让孩子们记住你的Im soproud tocall youfamily.有太多的故事要告诉他们Fil rememberyoutothe children.也许把蛇咬伤的事情省略掉好吗?So manystories to tell them.耶利米Maybe leaveout theone aboutthe snakebite,aye我第一次见到你就觉得你是家人Jeremiah.照顾好我们的孙女I feltlike youwere familythe firstmoment Imetyou.我会的Look afterour girl.我不想离开你外公I will.你不会离开我小伙子我会一直跟你在一起I dontwanttoleave you,Grandda.如果有一天你遇到一只名叫迈克尔的大老鼠Youre notleaving me,a bhailach,Iamalways withyou.告诉他你的外公向他问好If oneday,you shouldmeet avery largemouse namedMichael,你是弗雷泽家的一员也是麦肯齐家的一员和我一样tellhimyour grandsiresends hisregards.你的心脏很强大它不会让你失望的Youre aFraser,and aMackenzie.Same asme.我不知道该怎么说亲爱的Your heartis strong.It willnafail you.donthavethe words.A leannan,I...•我无法和你说再见-别担心当你在石头前跟妈妈告别时-I cannasay goodbyetoyou.-Dinna fash.她抱着我你说…When yousaidgoodbyeto Mamaatthestones,你只剩下我一个人了and shewas carryingme,yousaidthat...但你远不止那样that Iwas allthat wouldever beleft ofyou.我将永远把你铭记在心里But youare somuch morethan that.你也将永远拥有我Iwillcarry youinmyheart andsoul always.什么都没有失去And youllalways havemeaswell.只是改变了Nothing islost.你是我的女儿Only changed.为了你我会坚持下去You aremy daughter.虽然就我一个人来说我不会For yoursake,Iwillcontinue.曼迪她还好吗?Though formine alone,I wouldnot.她的呼吸很好Mandy.Is sheall right■我们到了吗?•我不知道Shes breathingfine.爸爸妈妈不见了所以也许是的-Are wehere-I don*t know.・怎么了亲爱的?•我不知道Welt MamaandDaare gone,so,maybe.每次我闭上眼睛我…-Whatisit,a nighean-1dont know.嗯Every time I closemy eyes,I...Aye.我们失去了家人弗格斯、玛莎莉、孩子们We*ve lostour family.布丽安娜、罗格Fergus,Marsali,the children,我们跟大家说他们在波士顿但他们并不在Brianna,Roger.-他们没死英格兰人■他们在两百年后的世界We telleveryone theyrein Boston,but theyrenot.我们再也见不到他们了-Theyre notdead,Sassenach.-TheyYe200years away.有时We*ll never see them again.我会想起穆塔夫Sometimes,想起他临死时躺在我怀里的身体的重量I think of Murtagh,以及他的眼睛the weightofhisbody inmy arms,his eyes,我会想起我的母亲、父亲、兄弟ashelay dying.我们的小菲斯…I thinkofmymother,father,brother,全都走了our weeFaith...还有珍妮和伊恩如果我们还能再见到他们all gone.威廉And Jennyand Ian,if welleverseethemagain.我们已经失去了很多人William.我碰你能缓解你的悲伤吗?Weve losta greatmany betweenus.我不知道Can youbear itif Itouch you你能为他们哭泣吗我的棕发姑娘?I dontknow.为他们悲伤Can youweep forthem,mo nigheandonnGrieve forthem.当你流完眼泪我就在这里在接下来的几周里When youredone,Til behere.知道布丽安娜和罗格没有死In theweeks thatfollowed,父亲进了监狱母亲…Father wasgone toprison.母亲And mother...我知道你母亲的事Ah,mother.你父亲告诉我的Iknowabout yourmother.他有吗?Your father told me.他有没有告诉你我姑姑带我和玛尔娃去处决她?Did he没有Did hetell youthat myaunt tookme andMalva toher execution之后我们和达拉阿姨住在一起No.老太婆勉强喂饱我们We stayedwith AuntieDarla afterthat.是我The oldbesom barelyfed us.在照顾玛尔娃It wasme她很完美who lookedafter Malva.很完美She wasperfect.她的皮肤那么娇嫩So perfect.柔软Her skinwas sofresh她的私处and soft.Her weeprivates像花蕾一样她是我的like aflower bud.她是我的!She wasmine.老家伙从来都不知道我们对彼此来说是什么She wasmine!他们只是在别处I tookwhat comfortIcould让我得以慰藉in knowingthat Briannaand Rogerwere notdead,莉齐生了一个儿子but onlyelsewhere.小罗德尼的笑声中的喜悦甚至让杰米变得柔和起来Lizzie deliveredher son.让这个相当不寻常的家庭依旧r完整And thejoy inbaby Rodneys laughsoftened evenJamie,我们每天都有新的回忆who allowedthe ratherunusual familyto remaintogether.将它们添加到年长者的幽灵中We madenew memoriesevery day,曼迪的小马驹added themtotheghosts ofolder ones.耶米涂满了蜂蜜的脸Mandys foal,布丽安娜的笑声Jemmy*s face,smeared withhoney,罗格雕刻小玩具车的手Briannas laughter,但它并没有在我们身上投下阴影Rogers hands,carving oneofthelittle toycars.hearts;hearts;我们珍惜福气But ithad notcast itsshadow overus.这真的是地球上最幸福的地方We countedour blessings.你从哪里得到这些的?It reallywasthehappiest placeon Earth.我女儿做的Where didyou getthese聪明的女孩我希望我能想到这个My daughtermade them.■你到底在这儿做什么?-我需要你的帮助Clever girl.I wishI wouldvethought ofthat.你怎么敢来找我帮忙?-What the hell areyou doinghere-I needyour help.-当我需要帮助时你在哪里?•我想帮助你但我做不到How dareyou comehere andask mefor myhelp布朗会杀了我的-Where were you when I neededhelp-I wantedto helpyou.But Icouldnt.你见过我的女婿了Brown wouldVekilled me.他把一切都告诉了我You metmyson-in-law.自鸣得意的混蛋不帮我逃跑He toldme allabout it.hearts;hearts;但我自己获得了自由Smug bastardwouldnt helpme escape.hearts;hearts;你想要什么?But Igot freeon myown.答案我把一颗宝石放到石头上What doyou want但是因为上次发生的事情我很紧张Answers.I tookagemtothestones,于是我喝了一瓶威士忌but becauseofwhathappened lasttime,Iwasnervous.我碰了那该死的东西昏了过去So Idrank abottle ofwhisky.当我在地上醒来时I touchedthe damnthings and I blackedout.我在和以前完全相同的地方And whenI woke up on the ground,你必须告诉我我做错了什么你必须告诉我这些事情是如何运作的Iwasintheexact sameplace Iwas before.你是我唯一可以问的人You have to tell me whatI didwrong,you havetotellme howthese thingswork.Youre theonly oneIcanask.没有人知道那是如何工作的并不是Nobody knowshow itworks.你只需要想到某个人或某个地方你就是这样引导的Not exactly.,引导〃?-是的You justhavetothinkofsomeone orsome place.Thats howyou steer.看在上帝的份上你不能喝酒你必须集中注意力,Steer-Yes.你必须带着清醒的头脑去那里You can*t drinkfor God*s sake,youhaveto concentrate.并专注You haveto gothere witha clearhead.・就这些?•是的And focus.然后你会到达你应该去的地方我保证■Thats all-Yes.现在滚出我家Then youllget whereyoure supposedtobe.I promise.现在不行Now getthehellout ofmy house.我在地上醒来时我的翡翠不见了Not justyet.所以我需要另一个宝石See,whenIwokeupontheground,my emeraldwasgone.恐怕不止一个So Imgonna needanother gemstone.我觉得你不会那么轻易交出它们所以我带了一些朋友Probably morethan one.杰德进来I assumedyou wouldn*t givethem upso easy,so Ibrought somefriends.我拿石头他们把能带走的都拿走就这样Jed.In here.你们两个搜查房子I getthestones,they getwhatever theycan take.Thats thedeal.hearts;这个白痴想要宝石You two,search thehouse.hearts;hearts;他们是这么说的This idiotwants gemstones.告诉我它们在哪里否则我就开枪打她的头So theysaid.如果我是你就不会那样做她知道宝石在哪里Tell mewhere theyare orIll shoother inthe head.-什么■对I wouldntdo thatifIwereyou.She kenswhere thegems are.上次我和民兵出去的时候她把它们藏起来了该死的女人-What-Aye.Aye.r她不告诉我把它们放在哪里了Last timeI wentout withe militia,she hid them.Damn woman.我们还没有自我介绍过我是詹姆斯弗雷泽你呢?She wouldnttellmewhere sheput them.温迪戈唐纳Dinna believeweve beenintroduced.Tm JamesFraser.And youare•你找到什么了吗?•当然找到了Wendigo Donner.看这里-You find anything-Certainly did.把金币还给我小偷!这是我的!Looky here.•那是从哪里来的?•不用担心Give thatgold back,thieving bastard!Its mine!-Its我们不同意-Where didthatcomefrom noconcern ofyers.闭嘴该死的!别胡说八道了On thatwe disagree.我要的是宝石不是黄金Shut up,God damnit!Quit thegibberish.也许她把它们藏在那里去搜一下Ifs gemstonesIm after.Not gold.里面什么都没有我发誓!Maybe shehidthemin there.Go searchit.你这个白痴里面什么都没有Theres nothingin there.I swear!hearts;hearts;那是什么味道?You idiot.Theres nothingin therefor you.是酷不要吸入烟雾What*sthatsmell太他妈黑了!Ether.Dont breatheinthefumes.我什么也找不到!Its toodamn dark!不!不要那样做!I cantfindanything!你杀了她No!No,dont dothat!The oldman neverknew,never guessedwhat wewere toeachother.那不是她的错完全不是You killedher.但之后我发现她跟伊恩上床了It wasnther fault,none ofit.hearts;hearts;然后又是那个肮脏的亨德森我因此打了她But thenIfoundout thatshe laywith Ian.但她哭着说她得那么做And thenagain withthat filthyHenderson.And Ibeat herfor it.因为她怀孕了But shecried outthat shed had to...是你的...because shewas withchild.她说她必须结婚Yours.要有个理由让丈夫认为孩子是自己的She saidshedhadto marry,不管她嫁给谁andthereason forthe husbandtothinkthat thechild was his,我说我不同意whoever shewed.r所以你让她说孩子是杰米的And Isaid Iwouldn thaveit.那就能解释孩子的事了So youput herup tosaying itwas Jamies.这样她就不用嫁给任何人了Ifd explainthechild,see.我以为你丈夫会给她钱让她离开That wayshe wouldnthavetomarry anyone.然后我就I thoughtyour husbandwould giveher moneyand tellher togo away.可以和她一起离开了但是你为什么要杀了她呢?And thenIcouldgo awaywith her.她说她受不了了But whydidyoukill herthenr她说她不忍心伤害你She saidshe couldntgothrough withit.所以不管我说什么她一直说她爱你h earts;rShe saidshe couldnt bearto hurtyou,她会说出真相so,no matterwhatIsaid,she keptsayingthatshe lovedyou.hearts;hearts;我跟着她去了你家And shedtell thetruth.我在花园里拦住了她试图改变她的想法I followedhertoyour house但我不能hearts;hearts;andIstopped herinthegardens andI triedto changeher mind,我们今天要离开but Icouldnt.你、我还有我们的孩子Were leavingtoday.;艾伦拜托这是不对的我改变了主意You,meandour child.但是我爱你Allan,please,it isntright.Tve changedmymind.我不爰你But Iloveyou.除了我你不应该爱任何人!I dontloveyou.-不!■不!You shouldnthave lovedanyone butme!-把它还给我!-我不会让你这么做的-No.No!-No!你不能自杀-Give itback!-I wontlet youdo it.r你父亲为我牺牲了自己You cant killyourself.他也是为了你无论你是否值得Your fathersacrificed himselfforme,走吧艾伦永远不要回来and foryou,whether youdeserved itor not.我活不下去了Leave,Allan,and nevercome back.我活不下去…I cannotlive.他是对的阿姨Icannot-他活不下去Hes right,Auntie.一直以来我都在想也许这个孩子是我的He cant.但孩子是他的尽管如此All thistime,I thoughtmaybe thebairn wasmine.孩子仍然应该活下来But itwashis.Still,亲爱的玛尔娃it deservedtolive.我辜负了她Sweet Malva.汤姆…I failedher,现在还有艾伦Tom...全家人都没了now Allan.真是太可惜了The wholefamily gone.我第一次见到艾伦克里斯蒂The terriblewaste ofit all.就知道他心怀不轨I knewthe Devilhad hishands onAllan Christie事实证明他是个骗子、小偷the firsttimeIlaid eyeson him.天知道他还犯了什么罪Proved himselfa liarandathief,我不知道他做过什么但我很了解你们俩and Godonly knowswhat else.他一定是活该I dontknow whathe did,but I do knowboth ofyou wellenough.现在He musthave deservedit.在别人来之前我们最好动作快点Now,给我唱一首歌best wehurry beforesomeone elsecomes along.一首女孩已经远去的歌h earts;你说那个女孩hearts;能否是我?精神喜悦她有一天扬帆远航驶向大海驶向斯凯巨浪微风岛屿大海倾盆大雨明媚阳光曾经的一切美好曾经的一切舒适曾经的我已经远去给我唱一首歌一首女孩已经远去的歌hearts;你说那个女孩hearts;能否是我?精神喜悦她有一天扬帆远航驶向大海驶向斯凯(迪士尼乐园和酒店入口)给我唱一首歌(这是一个小世界)hearts;一首女孩已经远去的歌你说那个女孩hearts;能否是我?无聊的部分现在肯定结束了再用力亲爱的就这样Boring partis definitelyover now.她真漂亮One morepush,darling.Thafs it.她?Oh,shes beautiful.我的小孙女She她看起来像你My weegranddaughter.是吗?She lookslike you.你好Does she小奥托Hello there.你怎么看?她要叫玛乔琳吗?用你妈妈的名字?Little Otto.我想她的名字是阿曼达是拉丁语What doyouthinkIs shea MarjorieAfter yourmother“被爱的她”Ithinkher namesAmanda.Its Latin.是的She whois loved.“弗雷泽岭的罗格麦肯齐队长Yeah.还有他的夫人“Born toCaptain RogerMackenzie布丽安娜麦肯齐夫人of FrasersRidge生了一个女儿“and hislady,Mistress BriannaMacKenzie,母女身体健康a girl.孩子名叫Mother andchild areingoodhealth.阿曼达克莱尔霍普麦肯齐”The childsname givenas我想这样就正式定了Amanda ClaireHope MacKenzie.我确实喜欢印刷出来的样子I supposethatmakesit officialthen.■干得好表弟-谢谢Idoliketheway itlooks inprint.弗格斯发布通告真是太体贴了-Well done,cousin.-Thanks.我们的小曼迪已经出名了How thoughtfulof Fergusto publisha notice.艾米麦卡勒姆送来了她为她做的被子Our littleMandy,already famous.真可爱And AmyMcCallum sentover thisquilt shemade forher.说到我们的大名鼎鼎的女儿她在哪里?Thats lovely.和她的外公在一起Speaking ofour famousdaughter,where isshe你怎么看?Oh,with hergrandda.它是个好孩子跟外婆的马一样What doyouthink它是你的了亲爱的A finebay,heis.Same asGrannies horse.小马驹一出生就可以站立和行走And hesall yours,a leannan.一天后就能驰骋Foals canstand andwalk assoon astheyre born.要跑过这片田野你得多花点时间And gallopa dayafter.但总有一天你会骑上它Itll takeyouawee bitlonger torun throughthese fields,外公会教你的but someday,youll ridehim.你将成为一名勇敢的马术运动员Grandda willteach you.我们怎么看这一切?And youwill bea brawequestrian.那是外婆的显微镜What dowe thinkof allthis then是的还有她所有的草药和药物Thats Granniesmicroscope.有一天她会教你所有关于它们的知识Yes.And allher herbsand medicines.是的如果你愿意And oneday,shes goingto teachyou allabout them.你可以像她一样成为一名外科医生Yes.And ifyoud like,是的you canbecome asurgeon justlike her.等一下亲爱的Yeah.是的One second,darling.躺着别动让奶奶看看Yes.等一下Just liestill forGrannie.该死One second.Oh,bloody hell.。