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听起来那晚很难熬Wow.Soundslikearoughnight.我们很严重地吵过几次Imeanwevehadbadfights.很久以前了Itsbeenawhile.肯定是琼出生前的事了DefinitelybeforeJunewasborn.但我也不知道我就是…ButIdon*tknowIjust...我不理解她为什么那么生气Idontunderstandwhyshewassoangry.确实就像我说的我当时确实太过分了NoandlikeIsaidthatwastotallyoutofline.你真这么想?Honestly她说了寡淡之后我hearts汗hearts;什么都提不起劲来Icantevenenjoyanythingvanillasincehercomment.对不起Imsorry.我就是因为收hearts;购hearts;的事太焦虑了Ivejustbeenreallystressedaboutthedeal.但以后不会这样了Butitwonthappenagain.我已经找到处理焦虑的方法了Ivefoundwaystomanagemystress.你找到了哪种适用于自己的方法?Whathaveyoufoundworksforyou我就是闭上眼WellyouknowIjustclosemyeyes让头脑放空专注于自己的呼吸andclearmyheadandfocusonmybreathing.故作高雅的破房hearts;子Stupidyuppy-asshouse.我的脑子有时会胡思乱想一番Mymindwanderstosomesillyplacessometimes不过没关系•我hearts;操hearts;!butitsokay.-Fuck!人类的大脑很神奇对吧?Thehumanbrainwowright那太好了艾米Onlyonce.你下回去的时候Nexttimeyourethere一定要去体验一下三亚的海滩youhavetocheckoutthebeachesofSanya.三亚-是啊!Sanyaaas.-Yeah!没错Yes.-这就是我的意思中国人都是这么谈生意的SeethatswhatImtalkingabout.Thatshowtheydobusinessoverthere.花些时间聚一聚开心一下Spendingtimetogetherlaughing.在西方大家只关注交易要点各种数字HereintheWestitsdealpointsnumbers.确实如此Ohyeahyeah.我肯定更喜欢他们那边Idefinitelypreferhowtheydobusiness...谈生意的方式没错overthere.Yup.-Mm.还有五分钟Five-minutereminder.失陪一下Pardonme.我得去评估一下那些安全屋Ihavetogocheckoutsomepanicrooms.明智之举现在外面不安全的事太多了Smart.Imeantheresalottopanicaboutthesedays.是吧?娜奥米给你看那个路怒视频了吧?RightDidNaomishowyouthatroadragevideo这世界全乱套了Theworldsgonecompletelyinsane.她给我看了真的太可怕了Shedid.Itrsreallyterrible.你再待会儿吧等我回来我们继续谈好吧?WhydontyoustickaroundforawhileWellcontinuethiswhenIgetbackyeah我先看一下我的安排Letmecheckmyschedulefirst.艾米问题在于就算这笔交易纸面上看起来不错YouknowAmythethingisevenifthedeallooksgreatonpaper我们还是需要在人类层面上相互了解一下westillneedtogettoknoweachotherashumans.确保我们都对此感到满意对吧?Makesurewebothfeelgoodaboutthisright没错Right.很好Good.我很快就回来你不用见外rilbebacksoon.Makeyourselfathome.(工作怎么样了凯拉)(别再问那些傻问题了)(月总明的问题:你怎么这么好看吐舌头)嘿Hey.我很高兴你能过来-丹尼尔很高兴再次见到你Imsogladyoumadeitout.-GoodtoseeyouagainDaniel.伙计你在台上表现得真棒Manyouweregreatupthere.你的那个升F调太厉害了ThatFsharpyouhitwascrazy.谢谢Thankyou.你感觉怎么样?还好吗?HowareyoufeelingYoudoingokay还好我只是…YeahIthinkIjust...我只是需要大哭一场ThinkIjustneededagoodcryorsomething.对不起我不知道是怎么回事ImsorryIdidntknowwhatthatwasabout.你不用道歉Youdonthavetoapologize.是啊我其实在台上也会经常崩溃YeahIactuallybreakdownallthetimeupthere.你发泄出来就好Youcanletitout.谢谢你这么说Iappreciatethat.我们会定期见到你吗?Willwebeseeingyouregularly我住得有点远所以…Ilivekindoffarso-我觉得这一次就足够了IthinkIjustneededitthisonetime.埃德温总是说〃有活力的教堂值得开车前往”WellEdwinalwayssaysAchurchaliveisworththedrive.是的Right.我确实会这样说Idosaythat.至少填个欢迎表格吧Atleastfilloutawelcomeform.好的可以•好的很好Yeahokay.-Okaygood.Uh—表格Form.对好的Rightokay.填个表格没问题Icandoaform.好的Allright.你还需要去拿根笔Youneedtogetapentoo.你们周五晚上有篮球比赛?YouguysgotFridaynightbasketball是的-谢谢Wedo.-Thankyou.不过竞争挺激烈的Itgetsprettycompetitivethough.得提前警告你一下一好的Beforewarned.-Okay.你们队伍里有一级运动员吗YouguysgotDIplayersplayingwithyou没有但不用了所以…Nonobutweregoodso...她用这笔交易作为筹码Shesusingthedealasleverage.我不想和她待在一起Idontwannahangout.女士把钱给我就行了!Justgivemethemoneylady!听着我们哪晚都可以约会Lookwecandodatenightanytime也可以随后做亲密练习andwecandoourintimacyexerciselater.还记得林医生的话吗?RememberwhatDr.Linsaid.我们有责任保持积极的态度Weoweittoourselvestostaypositive.和我一起说Sayitwithme.我们有责任保持积极的态度•我们有责任保持积极的态度Weoweittoourselvestostaypositive.-Weoweittoourselvestostaypositive.艾米?Amy喂你没挂吧?Helloyoustillthere这女人真是够牛的Thisbitchiswild.乔治她有一间屋子里面放满了真正的王冠Georgeshehasthisroomfulloflikeactualcrowns.她简直就是疯fShesfuckingcrazy.宝贝别这么刻薄Babedontbemean.我竟然很嫉妒多棒的家啊Imactuallyjealous.Whatahome.你就把这当成居家度假Treatitlikeastaycation.是啊你说得对我不应该抱怨Yeah.Noyoureright.Ishouldntcomplain.看到没?这就对了SeeThereyougo.接受这一切Takeitallin.我晚餐时拍了一张照片Itookaphotoatthedinner.那是我见过最可爰的植物ItwasthecutestplantIveevermet.等下我发给你Holdon.Letmesend.是吗?Yeah该死Ohshit.艾米我能解释AmyIcanexplain.我就是想保存一下标题…Iwasjustsavingthecaptions--(荣耀生命教堂)谢谢丹尼尔ThankyouDaniel.我们一直想找人维修一下Wevebeenmeaningtogetsomeonetofixthis.没什么我只是尽我所能Itsnothing.ItwastheleastIcoulddo.你为什么会来奥兰治县呢?SowhatbroughtyoudowntoOrangeCounty这个时候生意不忙吗?Arethingsslowthistimeofyear不忙?-是啊Slow-Yeah.没有现在还挺忙的Uhnothingsarefast.现在是旺季生意很多Itsfasttimes.Boommarket.我们想让你在这里做些维修工作Wecouldhaveyoudosomerepairsaroundhere.当然我们会付钱Wedpayofcourse.我们很乐意支持韩裔小企业WedlovetosupportaKorean-ownedsmallbusiness.真的没事我喜欢向非盈利组织提供支持Dontevenworryaboutit.YouknowIlovetosupportnonprofits.我经常做免费的慈善工作Idoalotofcharitywork.谢谢你兄弟Thankyoubrother.很高兴你加入了我们教会Sogladyoujoinedourcongregation.我也是Metoo.是不是・・Isitstill...还有点歪?alittlecrooked(打给我对不起我们能聊聊吗)(-别再问那些傻问题了-聪明的问题:你怎么这么好看)(我去瘦长直)(超瘦超直)(大笑什么是“瘦长直”)(你和谁在一起)(我自己](我现在也一个人要视频吗)(我流量有限额还用着我父母的流量包呢哈哈)(电hearts;话hearts;聊聊8181446765)(呼出取消)喂?Hello嗨Hi.嗨Hi.你好Hello.是谁让你今天这么不开心我要去哪里才能揍他们一顿呢?SowhomadeyourdaysoshittyandwheredoIhavetogotobeatthemup是我的老板Umitsjustmyboss.我讨厌总是要优先考虑她的感受而不是我自己的Ihatehavingtoputherfeelingsbeforemineallthetime.年纪大的人就是这么傻Oldpeoplearestupidlikethat总是向我们发泄情绪因为他们后悔自己的人生选择takingitoutonusbecausetheyregrettheirlifedecisions.太对了■你还讨厌什么?Totally.Whatelsedoyouhate老天其实这…Goshyouknowitsa-这还是一次有人这么问我Nooneseveraskedmethatbefore.说实话…Welltobehonestuh...我讨厌假装自己什么都不讨厌IhatepretendingthatIdonthatethings.比如什么?Likewhat比如工作Likework.我…我讨厌工作I-Ihatework.我真希望自己可以一整天什么都不做IwishIcouldjustlikedonothingallday.不用担心钱的问题Nothavetoworryaboutm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